You wanna know the worst part of having been completely and utterly single for the last 2 years? Not the simple fact that I'm single, no, I can deal with that. I have a lot of fun on my own and don't have to be with someone to be happy.
The worst part is knowing how long I've gone without sex. And how long I will continue to go without it since I've promised myself I won't have it again until I'm married. Considering that I haven't even been on an effing date in 2 years, it's going to be a looooong time before I get to experience that again.
I like sex. Really like it. I guess most people do, but remembering how much I enjoyed it seems to be magnified now that I know what I'm missing. Would I be better off if I didn't know? No, definitely not. But, it is a particularly painful form of torture to know exactly what I am missing and want it so desperately again.
It's just not fair!!
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment